It has been far too long since i blogged. Well, it's cuz im busy studying. Hmm, i have to pass this retest. Haha. I have been pretty busy the past couplea weeks. I hope my hard work pays off. Texting esther ling till like three in the morning. I LOVE ESTHER LING. Yeah, alright, my birthday's coming up, like what should i get for my birthday? I'm thinking, a really pretty chanel bag. Yeah, that'll be wicked! I have a pretty hectic schedule after my retest though. Haha. Firstly, going out with esther one day. Elizabeth, Fei min, Andrea, Jasmine and Kimberly Lee on another. Natalie on like many days. Duh. Princess Jasmine on many days too. Movie marathon at her place. Yeah, help decorate nat's christmas tree. Damn i can't wait. Alright, gotta do some stuff now.
Xoxo,
E.

You know i hate it when people are just so fucked up, it's actually unbelievable that there are such people in the world. Like fuck off already! You're not little miss perfect you know. Everyone doesn't like you, you just don't know that. Everyone's pretending for god's sake. Are you that blind. fuck off lah! enough of your fucked up nonsense lah! You're like gosh! fucked up to the core!
Anyway, yeah. enough of that fucked up piece of shit. Jasmine and Natalie! You two of the two miracles this year. With all the nonsense going on. You two keep me sane, i can't be more thankful. i love you guys.
peace and love,
e.

Finally, the exams are over. Though it doesn't quite feel that way, like i feel there's more coming. oh well, havent blogged for a fucking long time. so here i am. blogging. to catch up. on my life. hahaha. anyway, today, A math, fuck, screwed it. so on to the fun part, i went to jasmine's house. hahaha. with natalie and adrianna and her sister, damn it was fun. movie marathon the entire time. three movies in a day. haunting of molly hartley, john tucker must die and picture this. awesome and fun time. we should have more of these. haha. i love you guys! *hugs*
haunting of molly hartley was the best cuz i was scaring natalie, like three times. haha. i just shouted randomly and she screamed for a darn long time. haha. jasmine felt it was a joy watching natalie freak out. hahaha. then lunch. then somemore movie. john tucker, that dude, is seriously insanely hot! damn! yeah, so natalie left at about 3, adri and her sis left at about 3.30? then it was me and jasmine. watching the iCarly movie, well, only the parts with the hot guy. hahaha. anyway, had lots of fun. haha. best day.

Fuck.

Hey all! What have I been doing the past week? Hmm, nothing much I guess. Heart to heart talk with Esther ling, berrylite with denise, tuition,drums. Yeah, fml, it's boring. My iPod is seriously retarded. I better stop. Luv you sweethearts! Live life like today's your last day! Hearts(L)

My dad surprised me with a blackberry bold a few days ago. i luv my daddy. The holidays are moving wayy too fast. Why cant everything just stop, or at least slow down. Tuesday: screwed drums exam. ugh. today: luving cobra starship more and more by the seconds. okay, there's nothing to blog about. See ya.oh tomorrow, going to geylang serai, cuz of RHYA. Fuck it please, FUCK IT.

Today has been the best and the worst day. Well, more of the best day. haha. Making of IC today. Everyone was interested in seeing each other's photos. haha. well, it has been fun. i missed geog though. Hmm, something's gonna happen with someone's geog eh? Anyway, i love geog. i love geog. My favourite subject. No fail. haha. Went parkway with denise after school. Heart to heart talk with her at subway. haha. luv ya denise!! Anyway, went to ion for dinner, bought a new skirt from mango. haha. yay me! haha. alright, luv you viewers!! haha, whoever you are. haha. **thanks to D,A, J for listening to my problems. Love ya'll for eternity. :)

I climb so high, but still I fall back down. So fucking hard.

20. Damn I love that number, my geography mark, upon 25.haha. That was the only thing that made me happy. Aw man, I really hate fights. Especially between my two awesome friends. I love you two to the max. But glad that everything turned out fine. Haha. Went to SIM for sister's parents orientation. Ang moh speaker, he's funny. Haha. Tmr got test. Ugh.

I'm done waiting. I really am. I had enough of getting all my hopes up but i realized they were all false hopes. My heart is still as naive as ever. If your aim was just to play with my feelings, well, guess what, you win alright. Stop this please, just stop. I don't need this right now. Anyway, denise, ashley and jerlynn, i am so sorry. I am so sorry you have to put up with this, but thanks for not giving up hope on me. Thanks for believing in me and you guys are the three that are always able to put the smile back on my face. I love you to the death. Friends for life, i promise, cross my heart. haha. Today, macs with denise. Heart to heart talk, thank you for that denise! Haha. Then the usual "monday at macs" people. Haha. I want my straw heart!!! I'm pretty much satisfied with my life right now, well, at least the friends part. Okay, maybe not. I may need someone to talk to again. ~the eyes are the worst betrayers. Happy belated birthday jerlynn! Luv you to the death, cross my heart. haha.